Today

So today was a fucking fun day. I got the lowest grade I have ever gotten in English. And guess what it counts for almost quarter of my grade.

Have you ever had a moment even your life when you realise everything your thought was something else. That’s what happened today. I don’t know what I want to do with my life, I want to write and write but apparently I can’t even do that right.

Your probably thinking that’s its dumb to get so upset about this but for me it isn’t. This was the moment that I saw that the one thing I thought I could do, I couldn’t.
Everyone has one thing going for them well not me.

What’s annoying is that people say “oh my god I tried so hard”, and they are upset when they get a higher grade and they know they are talking shit- because they didn’t try. My teacher even went around to everyone and explained to them why they did wrong- you know what I got? A fucking paragraph I couldn’t even bring myself to read.

It’s ironic, isn’t it? I’m talking about how crap I am at writing but I’m expressing it through writing. Well, my words are even failing me now.

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2 Comments

  1. Teachers do not have all the answers. Why give away your power? They are not the gatekeeper to your life as a writer, I swear. It is just one mark from one teacher. Keep going. You are doing great!!!

    • Thank you so much for that. Maybe it is ‘much ado about nothing’. I should determine my life and my writing however I want and not give anyone else the power to decide. Man, you should become a motivational speaker ^_^

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